记忆原来都堆在云里了
常常告诉我忘了些什么
所以每一次想见你
你就落下来了
爱情是渐渐变了样子的
束手无策的我向前走
一天一天拭写掉了
我们从前的快乐
但是
我还是做同样的梦
思念握住你的手
我的右边座位现在空空荡荡
假装你还是我的
我对天空说你是真的爱我
我喜欢的人之后忘记了我
回忆他一滴一滴
从天上慢慢降落
好像说孩子你别难过
我对天空说你是那么温柔
我深爱的人现在抱着谁呢
雨滴他一次一次
送走了一些寂寞
可是带不走那天你说一句
我爱你
可是带不走你说我爱你

Wednesday, May 30, 2018

It has been 5months after he pass away~
During Jonghyun pass away, i maybe selling away some goods that i felt that i kept also no use.
"Friends" maybe angry with me, but i have to earn back some cash regardless which members.
I am thankful that my "friends" bought those for me, but ended up i sold it away.
Sorry but i really unwilling to use it since its brand new.

And recently SHINee just celebrate 10th Anniversary on 25th May 2018.
I am happy and sad.

Happy because my love for SHINee finally reach 10th Years :)
Sad because we lost one of the members :(

I am really sad regarding his pass away but what can we do other than move on.
All i want is the rest of them to move on although we still miss him deeply.
The moment when they sent him off, up until now i still couldn't watch the videos.

Well, i am officially married to Mr Toh She Kiat on 24 Oct 2017.
I can only say sorry to you guys, i know you guys are totally unhappy with me.
Because i choose him over you guys. T_T
I may not be so into twitter now but my heart still goes to SHINee.
I will continue to support SHINee in my own ways in albums and merchandise since im already kick out from my "friends".
But once again, im very glad that i have met you all because of SHINee.
SHINee Comeback
<3 p=""> Feel free to view the video below

Good Evening MV
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7dGwk5-QMpc

Good Evening SHINee Debut 10th Anniversary
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s58M3eOtICI

SHINee You & I (Han/Rom/Eng)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N3uS9VUskpE

SHINee Good Evening (Han/Rom/Eng)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RgynBtslBAU

SHINee 10th Anniversary Debut Message (Eng Sub)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Q-RfHjDeBg

Friday, September 21, 2012

Although there is some unhappy things for my first trip of Taiwan , 
really kind of upset cause they managed to see JONGKEY inside the airport.
if we didnt miss the flight T_____T

 SHINee back to hotel


 SHINee otw to after party


Minho leaving after party

 

SHINee leaving after party

 

 Jonghyun taking photos of Rock Pit C



Shawols sing SHERLOCK along



this are for my own view only :~
Jonghyun INTERNET WAR
 

Jonghyun Amazing Grace


i only can say TAIWAN thank you for being so amazing !
SWCIITW is worth for me to go. thank you so much :")

i love you kim jonghyun :")





advance key birthday party sweet key T_T
my dear boys :"( i miss u already


[Fan acc] Key Birthday party 120919 
Fan Account 1
Taemin suddenly started a game without saying anything so Jonghyun said “Taemin-goon-ah”
When they were trainees, Taemin and Moongyu(?) held a birthday party for Key at the playground.
Key says the most surprising moment was when he went to the US for a bit and lost weight and came back and his mom couldn’t recognize him.

She was at the airport to pick him up and she kept waving to some other people. Then Jonghyun was like “She can recognize you now, right?”

Onew was cutting the cake. He saw bread on top of the knife so he made a pun and said “kkalbbang” which means cutting someone’s name on your skin to leave a scar but kkal means knife and bbang means bread separately. Everyone laughed and Key was like “I feel like hyung would actually do it!”
Key wants a Halloween party!

Taemin was talking about his OST. Key said he already has a hard time watching Minho and Sulli together and if Taemin’s OST started playing in the bg, then he really can’t watch it. He currently watches it with the volume down. 

Key: It’s my birthday and congratulating me like this is just so.. I’m not sure what to think. I’m not sure how to express it to be honest. I feel kind of careless but I’m very very thankful to you. I want to congratulate everyone on their birthdays.. I’ll do it right here. Congratulations in advanced. Thank you so so much for celebrating my birthday like this.

Jonghyun said “eat this” instead of “give this” and Key was like what do you want me to eat :O?
Jonghyun said Wonbin would look cool wearing all denim. “The face completes the fashion.”
Taemin took a polaroid picture of the fans and said he’d remember all the faces of the people at the party
HE SAID IT WAS NICE TO SEE THE FEELINGS OF FANS THROUGH THE SHOW
JONGHYUN WATCHED REPLY 1997
Key feels like people are making fun of him when they say he’s good looking and Onew said he feels that way too

“Taemin is the type who drinks a little but pretends he drank a lot.”
Jonghyun was drinking yakult and started choking. The members were saying how funny to death it was and even took a video of it. Jonghyun was like “You thought that was funny you could die? I was really gonna die!!” Key said he knew Jonghyun wouldn’t die so he filmed a video.

So Key recently got a new piercing. Onew said how Key whines so much about how it hurts. Key said his mom would say “The more beautiful you become, the more uncomfortable you become.”
Jonghyun lost a game so a fan came up to hit him with a toy hammer. He put his face really close to hers while waiting for her to hit him.
trans credits : hanatwothree_

Fan Account 2
Key bday party, key said he doesn’t like other people praising him, it’s better to say the clothes he wears are nice, instead of praising him that he is handsome, it’s like teasing him..Onew at the side said he knows how it feels, other members laughed.

Jjong gave key a pants as present, before Jjong went to buy it, he thought it’s 260000won, he only found out it’s actually 360000won when he paid, he kept on mumbling when he was paying… Key recorded the process, at the beginning of the video, key was happy and thankful to receive the present, then jjong’s mumbles could be heard after that..

Key purposely prepared a medal written happy bday on top for a fan who has the same bday as him.. (Please3x Fansite Master / Taemin Fansite) The most ridiculous thing key has experienced so far is that last year when he came back from USA, his mum cannot recognize him at the airport, his mum wave at another person instead~

Recently a game called 애니팡 is popular in korea, it is a type of matching/joining game, can get hearts by playing the game, but to get it, the users have to sent game invitation to KKT’s friends.. jjong almost went crazy because taemin kept on sending him the invitation.. so he bloacked taemin’s id.. Normally people who are good in this game will get around 300000 points, but onew get 520000 points, taemin said his result isn’t good, only get around 5000 points

Key pierce one more hole on his ear for his bday.. Onew at the side said key always complain his ear is pain.. Key said he the type of people who live for a week, others will live by thinking of their future, but he only concern about what is happening now, do what he suppose to to, and live happily everyday
Taemin took a photo of the fans who attended, saying he wants to keep for himself, so the fans told him to retake because they haven’t prepare for the pic just now.. caused taemin not knowing what to do for a while

Jjong teased key why he still buy camera when he already owns so many.. key said he want to give as present! then jjong said “oh oh” after that key said softly “a present for himself”.. taemin bought key’s present in a duty free shop, key saw a cosmetic and told taemin he wanted that, but taemin didn’t have card that time, so key paid for it 1st, taemin still hasn’t return the money to key and said he will return it today

Onew asked Key what present he wants. Key didn’t say. Taemin whispered to Key ” A car! A car!”. Key said he bought not long ago.
mentioned about jjong hurted his leg in indonesia, Key looked at jjong and said “we are going to indonesia, don’t hurt your leg again this time”
JJong: It’s will be interesting if each member is given a camera in a program.
Taemin: then Minho hyung, onew hyung and my camera will be empty
Jjong: then use them as CCTV instead

Taemin asked Key to pierce at his eyebrow too. Key said can’t as it will leave scar.. then he asked the opinion of the shawols attended, shawols shook their heads.. Key “you see”~
Key said he is happy today because of the bady party so he lend his specs to jjong
They wanted to call minho but minho didn’t answer the phone ><

Jjong asked please3 master whether she is having the same age as key since their bday is on the same day…
Key: “I feel awkward watching minho and sulli together in the drama, if Teamin’s ost is played, I really can’t watch it anymore… ㅋㅋ until now, I always adjust to soft sound volume when watching the drama”
Key: “it’s pity that minho is not here”

source : 小智MAX, keybomi, Ring蹦米诺
trans credits: yenn_yy
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Video From Key
JJONG paying For Key birthday present 

credit: aanniiiiz

Onew Magazine TRANSLATION

[Trans] Onew’s interview for Singles Magazine
There are no gaps on SHINee’s stages. Instead, it is filled so completely that it has become a concern (‘homework’) that SHINee must solve. However the Onew we met off the stage was loose and easygoing. 24 year old Onew is a random young man who is most happy when he buys his friends food with his own money and falls asleep at the bedside having put down a book on anatomy.
“I’ve found an obsession with time after debut. It’s because of the thoughts of how to spend time if free. There’s been a lot of times where I went out just for a cup of coffee or took the subway and wandered alone.”
Most of South Korea’s idols mature in similar stages or experiences. Passing from the awkward and cute entrance of debut to slowly becoming more mature and defined, and then realising at some point that it is time to show the striking nature of the feral man or sexy woman. Yet the fast track in showcasing an adult image doesn’t always feel good. SHINee, even out of the idols, is famous for having debuted at a young age. At the time of debut, maknae Taemin was a middle school student, the rest of the members all high school students. In fact it is true that I even thought that it would be overbearing for them to become a ‘sexy guy’ or ‘homme fatal’ in just 2-3 years. It is also obvious that the fans wishes are ‘please don’t change please don’t move on so fast’.
But thankfully Onew did not have the want to become an adult. I was relieved at his words “I want to be young for the longest time possible”. If he had replied “I’m sad because there are still so many people who consider me a child” the interview would have derailed. This is why the conversation with Onew felt warm and comfortable. It is because I felt a pure desire in im to not be an idol who wants to grow up too quickly but one that wants to simply feel and enjoy his present. Because of this, I feel that SHINee’s fans will be happy for a long, long time rather than it being a flash.
Even SHINee’s maknae is now 20. But SHINee still feels like a bright teenage band. Are there times that this image is annoying or you want to escape from it?
Ah, now that our maknae has reached 20 we’ve grown quite a bit. It is true that to us, rather than the macho image, the youthful image takes precedence. Even in real life, when I eat, I’m the kind of youth that unknowingly starts smiling largely because it’s so good to stand on stage. I don’t want to replace the laughter that comes unwittingly for a pretension of strength, coolness, toughness. That’s why up until now I am still enjoying the image. When it gets burdensome, the worries can be at the forefront, but when I stand on stage I realise I’m smiling like a child again.
It is KPOP’s season. What is the passion like like in reality as you go around for world tours. Isn’t it too early an age to have already taken over the earth? I feel that sometimes there could be a sense of conceit.
The phrase of ‘taking over the earth’ is one that really doesn’t suit, Writer-nim. Hahaha. Of course it’s a really great chance and experience. We want to try feel that passion in every nation. Of course stages are stages, but through such a chance being able to go to various countries and eat various delicious foods makes me happy. Conceit? There’s not really much of a reason for that to occur. On TV you only see us surrounded by loudly screaming fans, but in reality, there are times where we’ve been disappointed at the lack of fans at the airport. Hahaha. I can’t forget the concert we did at New York’s Maddison Square Garden. To have performed at the place I got to know because of ‘Rush Hour 2’, I still can’t believe it.
Would it be because of the title song ‘Noona You’re So Pretty’? SHINee, and in particular, Onew seem to be the noona’s fantasy.
There are many noona fans who love me for my voice more than my appearance. To be honest, in the old days, I really hated my voice. It is because a voice with a rare colour can’t give various feels. When I was young I wanted a technical voice, but now I’d rather have a voice that can highlight emotion. Maybe it’s because of that reason that even if my voice doesn’t have artifice, it has a lot of pros to it.
That’s right, even if you listen to the songs in SHINee’s album, you can distinguish Onew’s voice right away.
I hear often that my voice has a rare quality to it. It is able to grant a sense of life to the music. Even if I’m not the group’s main vocal, I’m happy that I can do this kind of role. Talent in terms of singing? Hm, it’s rather that I always liked singing ever since I was a kid, I didn’t really think deeply about wanting to be a singer. If my father turned on a casette tape in the car I would follow along enthusiastically, and often sang in front of my family. I hadn’t dreamt of being an idol group member. I thought of wanting to be a person that wrote and sang songs. Because I had dreamt of entering and debuting through ‘Yoojaeha’s Yojae’.
Who are your close celebrity colleagues and what do you do when you meet them? I’m interested in what kind of person you are in an average personal meeting. Do you maybe have a music mentor?
In a private place, I return 100% back to Lee Jinki! It’s mostly Lee Joon and Go Ara, but everyone’s really kind. I’m more the type to change in personal interactions depending on my mood. It may be due to my emotional O blood type self, but a different persona emerges every time. So in a way, I guess people could think I just do whatever I want. In terms of music, it’s Kim Yeon Woo sunbaenim. Having met him doing music, I want to follow his emotion. Because everywhere I went I always said I liked Kim Yeon Woo sunbaenim, I heard the fans made a CD of songs I’d sung and gave it to him as a present. But I have a feeling that he probably wanted a girl group’s like SNSD. Hahaha.
I heard that idols receive heaps of presents on anniversaries like birthdays! I feel that in terms of financial wealth you wouldn’t be lacking, so what is the thing you feel you need the most now?
I of course receive a lot of presents. To the point I rarely buy clothes. The clothes I’m wearing now? Just in luck today’s clothes I actually bought myself. From Hollywood! I tend to wear things of a more comfortable style that are gifted from fans. There is a large range in presents - computer, bike, CD, headphones etc - but most of it suits my style. So I don’t lack in anything. Instead, there have been a lot of times I’ve returned things because they were too expensive. Something I consider myself not to have? Ah! It is time. It seems unknowingly I have created an obsession. If I have even a little time left over I always get out of the dorms.
It’s already been 5 years since debut, what has changed most from Then-Onew to Present-Onew?
In comparison to early debut period, I’ve become more social. That I fare well with the staff without any hesitation. In the past I was only prickly but now I’ve become more comfortable.
The Onew we think of is of a smart image. It seems like you’d be a good son at home and a calm sweet boyfriend to your girlfriend.
To my girlfriend? My family? I wasn’t actually like this, it is more that an obsession had been formed that ‘I should act like Onew (gentle, kind)’. The moment I felt that though, it dawned on me I should grow out of it. So these days I strive to simply show my bright, active, convival self. A smart image though, maybe just to the point I read books on anatomy? Hahaha.
What would you be doing now if you had spent an average student life? Maybe studying hard at the library? Or in a passionate romance?
Because above all else I have a lot of curiosity, there are many things which I do and regret later. So I can’t really figure out what I would have done. Until 3rd year of high school, study was fun. So these days I miss the times of studying. I continue to have an interest in geology and astronomy. I guess if I wasn’t a singer I’d probably be studying?
What do you feel, being an idol member, and a leader at that. It seems that each and every day would not overwhelming.
Before and early debut, I had a lot of worries about being leader. I thought I’d always have to be in the leading position. But stopping one moment, I looked around and realised the other members were doing well (without my help). Hahaha, other than the daily and small things the rest get solved well without me. As I have a rather optimistic personality, I don’t feel much competition with the members or other groups. Just to a point of curiosity like ‘Oh, they even do things like this?’ Because there is no jealousy, there is also no sense of rush.
Is there an ideal type or woman that has caught Onew’s attention?
This is a hard question. It is because I do not have a chosen ideal type. Just that there are times when I think ‘Wow, this person is alright’ as I pass someone by. But in a bit, I forget, and think the same with a different person the next day. I think rather than liking a certain style, I just like someone with a good feel. At the basic level, someone who can share with me on music, someone who can sing together with me would be good. To add something else, it’s good if she has parts that I don’t so I can continuously change for the better. If she has pretty hands, even better, if there is recently someone who’s tugged my heart it would be actress Lee Na Young noona. I fell for her whilst watching her character on ‘Muhwandojeon’. Ah! And Kim Jung Nan noona! We even recorded Radio Star together. I like a person who likes me. Noona, are you watching? Hahaha.
source, translated by stanningotps / Please take out with full credit
Gorgeously Charming Onew for ‘Singles’ Magazine October issue - http://tmblr.co/ZGt9AyTkoW4W

Friday, August 17, 2012

Boy Ah~ You make me die eveyday T_T

[120815/16] JongHyun To/Back From Japan















Thursday, August 2, 2012


omg INFINITE. T-T
dongwoo ahh~ i love u 2nd..
if last time, u show mi ur charm and i never see jonghyun :P
maybe maybe you're my 1st and only biased T_T haha.
just kidding lar~ my heart forever jonghyun
but you really make my heart jumps out thrice a week <3 hehe="hehe" p="p">

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

[120727] Jonghyun @ YEOSU EXPO P2 2012

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